crazyboy15

sup everyone!
its x-miss eve iam sooof ucking happy!! u dont even kno i cant wait till the moring its gonan be sooo fucking great! although i alreayd got three of my xmiss gifts cuz they delt w/ snowbordin and i was gonna go snowbordin so i got them! but still iam h apppy!! as u can tell!!! only like 19 more houres!! YES YES YES YES!!!!
neways i am leeaving for pacidifa so there pron wont be ne more journal entries till the newyear iam sry tjhat u have to wait that long! but you kno iam a busy guy! iam sry! lol dont miss me to much izzy cuz ur the only one that read what iam writing! lol
newasy i decied iam addicted to shaka hence what teh subject said cuz i cant get my minf d off her! that kinda really sux! cuz i like her hella and hsit but u no what i think i need to tlak to her baout it or i dont kno someone help(izzy that means u)
well my moms yelling at me to pack so i g2 bouce i will talk to u later
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sup everyone?
life is soooooo confusing right now! i dont get neting or neone! sometimes i just wnat to disappear for a day or sumthing so i can just have sometime for myslef and not have to wrry about how others feel and whas going on at the moment..all i will have to wrry about is myslef and i will FINNALY have time to acculy think about whats goingon and hwat i should do about certain things or people.
i mean things use to go so well..shaka was breaking it off w/ her bf and we were going to hook up..my parenst wer ebeing less demanding and lettting me do thins my ways and my friend were cool and not annoyig me an dmy grades wer up..and then in a heart beat things chnaged....shaka bbroke up w/ her bf but then got bck togther...parenbst got bck on my case..and my friend....i cant even handle some of them..and grades went down once again! sometimes i wish i could go bck in time and sometime si wish i had the courage to tell ppl exaclty how i feel baout them and not have to wrry baout what they will think of me afterwards!
i really think iam growing to close to shaka and eventully i will fall in love w/ her and i donnt wan that atleats not now...cuz i want to fall in love w. someone that could acculy love me back and not have to wrry baout her bf! so yea i dont kno what to do!
and lets not get started on my friends! god some of them can be soo immuture at times and i cant handle that i mean comon we are in highschool! i mean some are cool and dont ge tmy werng i dotn hate them i just need some time away from them i guess! sand thast ok! beacus eif iam gonna spend another 3 and a half yrs w/ them i neeed to be able to handle them..u kno?
some neways iam sry to bitch about my life ut really i have no one to talk to baout this...not even my best friend understand...well i will write late 2nite...and if not merry almost x-miss
-max

sup everyone?
life sux ass nothing goes my way! i mean i hella like shaka and she likes me but she has a bf!! it sux!!and i dont want to fall in love w/ her but if things go this way and keep going this wya cahnces are i will and then i will tell her and she will not want to talk! and thats the last thing i want! ugg!
i saw her tpday for the friest time in a long time and things were great! we were holdig hands and shit but then her bf calls and while she out tim says stuff to make me feel bad so when she gets bck i didnt even talk to her till we left and thats not me..i mena i feel bad that she has a bf but u kno i have feelings to and i like her!
sometimes i feel like it would be sopoo much easier to go away and act like i never met her but i kno i coul dnever od nething like that cuz i like way to much t o just forget baout her! i mean she is like everthing i like in a grl and the best part is that she likes the same htings i do! i just want to tell her how much i care about her and how much i think she is making thw ng choice w. donold! i mean it feels like i kno were spposed to go out and no one else does! and it sux cuz i want to tell ppl how exazclt i felel baout her! i cant erv4rn tell my best friend that i might be falling in love for my first time! i mean i remeber telling ppl loved jessica but i really didnt i just liked her to much and i think that that might be the c
se w/ shaka but if things stay this way then i might acculy fall in love! god life is to complicated!
so if neone reading this what should i do? i mean i dont trust myslef to act on the way i feel! so plz help!
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sup everypne...i just got bck from ripon(did xmiss down there w. my dads sis and cuzns) and on the way my dad bought me a truck!! HELL YEA!! WHAT NOE BITCH! lol iam happy cant u tell? neways i got a sweat shirt and sweat pants and tupuc reserection and money for this xmiss,,,just whati wanted! lol but i cnat wait till xmiss cuz thats when i get all the cool prestents! HELL YEA!!
neways break has been good so far iam gald to be away from school and iam glad its 2 weeks to! but the truth is i am glad to get a breka drom some of my friends cuz i think they ahve been pissing me off more and more good thing they cant read this! i hope this break lest me spend more time w/ shaka! cuz i miss her hella i need to see her! good thing we are gonna go to the movies 2morrow!!! hell the fuck yea!! that will be great!
i like htis cd i dont kno y i waited so long to get it but its hella sick..and my seat shit is hella fucking nice!! and my truck...ita a project but it will be killer when its done! its blue and that amkes tit kick ass cuz blue as we all kno is the bets color in the wrld!
as u can tell i chnaged my jorunals name from umm..my life i guess to pressing on because i am just pressing on and taking my time at that! and sometimes it goes fast other times it goes slow! and thats life! neways iam gonna bouce to go cheak out if izzy has ne more entries...talk to u later
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HEY YALL!!!
lol iam soooo fucking happpy for 3 reasons! ON IS CUZ ITS X_MISS BREAK!! HELL YES!! 2 cuz iam going snowbording 2morrow!! anad the most importent reason y i am soooo fucking happy is ciz shka said yes when i asked her 2 tunrabout! lol i kno i kno iam not a grl but she doesnt go to my school! so i had t ask her and yes i kno its way to early but u kno if i didnt ask her someoene els would have asked me and i didnt want to be mean andd say no so now i have a reason and besides i LIKE SHAKA HELLA!! lol and she asked me o hers which was asurprize cuz she has a bf! but iam nto going to ask her about that cuz imam hpaay with her taking me!
neways tpday was a kick ass day! everthing went ogood and nothing made me mad!! lol what a surprised! my life was aculy good for a day! lol and iam happy cuz iam going snowboreden tomorrow! hell yea!!lol and i needed that 2 week break that startes 2morrow neways! XMISS IN 6 DAYS YES YES YES YES YES YES!! can can i say yes one more yes? YES I CAN SAY YES ONE MORE TIME! YES!! lol neways besides my killer day my life is strating to get better..i tyhink iam doigng better in school and my friends arnt makeing me mad and my parenst are being alot cooler so nothings wrng(knock on wood dont want to jinx it) so yea life kicks ass!
there was 2 fights today and in one my friend(desaray) kicked the shit out of this bitch named tess it was greta and then she turned teh sptry around to make it look like she was the vitum so she wasnt expleed and tess was!! IS THAT FUCKING HILRIOUS!!! that bitch had it coming! hahaha i feel evil! i need a mini me to fich the felling off!! lol lol iam soooo happy today i dont kno y!!lol lol we;ll i should bounce and get ready to leave! i will write 2morrow! LATE
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sup everyone?
long time no talk..lol no really its been like 3 to 5 houres(dont feel like doing the math...i was hella bored so i cae here neways iam home and iam tired and i want to sleep but i no if i fall alseep now i wont be able to later 2nite so its better to just stay up as it is til i want to go to bed for the rest of the nite! sounds like a good idea..right?
neways today after school my mom took me to ralies to get food for a party at school 2morrow(it will be lame but its bette rthen learing spanish..am i right on that one? thought so!) and then i got food! everyone loves food right and if u dont ur just wrng and insane! and then we went tog go by my dad is xmiss preats and motocycle cover which is prettty fuckin awsome and then we cam home and i got online nad then i turned o the musical sound tarck to practice for the musical..in case ur wondering we are doing "a day in hollywood a night in ukrian" and i play constine treplev...fun fun! and now iam sitting here writing to u(whoever u is and if its no one then to my jornal)
ohh my mom gave me a early bday presnt new gloves for snowbording which is awsome cuz iam going up on the 20th for the day and i needed them i cant wait! i really dont want tog o to school 2morrow but hey no school for 2 weeks after so i can deal w/ it!
this is prettyc ool think this live journal...lol that izzy if ur reading this...lol well u kno what iam hungry so iam! gonan go get some foos and then i dont kno whats gonna happene(sponyanity cant live w/ out it) write in ya 2morrow! iam out! Late
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sup everyone,
as u can prob tell from the subject iam in school which isnt fun at all! well acculy iam in a fun class(theater arts) and we are watching space balls so it isnt that bad. but besides that school sux my ass hardcore. besides all my friends all here thast the only good part. but like i said earlier school sux ass hardcore.
shit jurt remebers my next class is gonna suk..its a hour and a halk of gen. bio and if u like that then someone needs to slap some sence into u cuz that class is sooooo fucking boring! reality cheak teachers we dont need to kno bout the life around us! i mean sure sometimes me do but we dont need to learn it in a gay class!
well luch is next so that should be cool and then after that is my gen class and then i get to bounce my ass out of here and acculy do sumthing fun...lol which is sitting at home wating till my friends get bck from sport practice..lol baskitball go figure
neways that wraps up so far my day in school..ohh wait...earlier i had math,,whch is hella strupid usualy but today for dsome reason the tacher was hella cool and we got to do some cool shit and just fool around all day!
iam sooo fucking happy that in 2 days we have xmiss break!!!! i cant wait!! it will be great!
well i g2g i want to watch the movie now!! its starting to gert better
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